April 24, 2006 ~ Bloodwork normal....pain not.
I'm still waiting for a call back from Dr. Chester's nurse about whether to give up on the Celebrex or not. I'm hoping they have my Thyroid Panel results as well. I've been doing research on the internet and have decided that it's time to stop. My findings are that I could have Fibromyalgia, Hypothyroidism, or Lupus Arthritis..... So, guess I just need to suck it up and wait until July when I can see the Rheumatologist. I need to figure out how I'm going to make it that long................... /c:
My Thyroid Panel came back as normal as normal can be. That thoery is shot down. They are switching me from Celebrex to Ultram ER to see if that we'll provide better relief until I can get to the Rheumatologist in July. I guess this process won't be any easier that the process to get rid of Endo was.
The pharmacy didn't have the new medication in stock, so I have survive through tomorrow. *sigh* I WANT TO STOP HURTING!!! I told a friend today that at this point I don't care what the *name* of my condition is anymore, I just want a treatment plan that will get rid of or control the frickin' pain. I don't want to hurt anymore. I would like the better parts of my day to be when I'm with my husband and not while I'm at work. I want to start mucking out the nursery instead of stuck on the couch because I hurt too much to do anything. I can't even lift my 7lb dog without hurting. Can't even carry groceries anymore without suffering for it. Shoot, it hurts to even hold a pencil to do a Suduko anymore. I feel like all I every do is talk about how much I hurt. I want to talk about all the things I'm doing because I feel great. I want to be able to cook for my husband, clean my house, got out with friends, make plans with my nephews, etc. I just want to be able to enjoy my existance. Grrrrrr!!!!
My Thyroid Panel came back as normal as normal can be. That thoery is shot down. They are switching me from Celebrex to Ultram ER to see if that we'll provide better relief until I can get to the Rheumatologist in July. I guess this process won't be any easier that the process to get rid of Endo was.
The pharmacy didn't have the new medication in stock, so I have survive through tomorrow. *sigh* I WANT TO STOP HURTING!!! I told a friend today that at this point I don't care what the *name* of my condition is anymore, I just want a treatment plan that will get rid of or control the frickin' pain. I don't want to hurt anymore. I would like the better parts of my day to be when I'm with my husband and not while I'm at work. I want to start mucking out the nursery instead of stuck on the couch because I hurt too much to do anything. I can't even lift my 7lb dog without hurting. Can't even carry groceries anymore without suffering for it. Shoot, it hurts to even hold a pencil to do a Suduko anymore. I feel like all I every do is talk about how much I hurt. I want to talk about all the things I'm doing because I feel great. I want to be able to cook for my husband, clean my house, got out with friends, make plans with my nephews, etc. I just want to be able to enjoy my existance. Grrrrrr!!!!
posted by Rhonda at 4/24/2006 12:32:00 PM
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